Of DDNOS and a step

Dissociative Disorder Not Otherwise Specified,not many psychologist know bout dis....it does not carry d same symptoms as d other common 4 or 5(i've done my research).....but,in fact,it carries one sympton out of each common disorder.....it's not lyk d DD Amnesia where u 4get part of ur personal info n all dat.....my disorders a bit weird....alll the disorders have one common factor which is d patients have gone through trauma....but i've nvr gone through trauma but i've almost all d symptoms of DDNOS......so,i reali dunno how 2 classify my disorder....after all,dey say a little dissociating is normal,rite?? but mine's so frequent n unpredictable n definitely unwanted....one day,maybe i'll blur our while crossing d road n den i'll get brain injury n den i'll b even more neurotic den ever! maybe i shud c a psychologist...n regress thru time...or sumthin.....i use 2 think dis wat makes me so unique...but now,if dis uniqueness is gna cost me mylife....2 hell wif it,i rather blend in wif d background 4 d rest of my life....anyway....NEW TOPIC! we all want different things in life....sum want romance,sum want money(ka-ching),sum want fame,sum want nothing.....wat do u want? when we were little,all we wanted were milk,sleep,milk n more milk.....so simple,wasn't it?? but as we get older,our wants get more complicated n begin 2 pile up along wif d problems dat cum hand in hand wif it....we want fashionable clothes,but back den all we wore was a nappy n d problem is money....u c,more complicated.....but dats life....we get so caught up wif all d complexities of our desires....we forget 2 take a step back n relish d simplicity of dat one step......instead we trudge reluctantly forward......dey say 2 u 2 never look back but u have a choice when u look back,u can choose 2 look left or right when u look back.....so,sometimes,as fellow inhabitants of dis world,we need 2 take a step back 2 look forward