rambles of an inapproiately sane organism??

Not able to read between the lines
what's that,darling?
lets jump down the rabbit hole
through a looking glass
the world torments me so
never to be present
oh,colours that vary
forming our languor
but it doesn't matter
nothing may not get better
i remember you told me
the impassioned shall succumb
and thus,no more will we probe

Tell me something boring
i'm no more interested
than i was before
gotta wake now
before the night comes
to reap our souls
but,no,you said more
everything must fall
to get a fix
out of natural order
just look out,darling
we must jump the gun
but don't pull the trigger
our senses fail us
desperately i hold on
but you smirk and say
'tis just another day