"Ponteng School"

I'm glad i ponteng skul yesterday n today cuz so did a lot of people anyway........i bet dere was nothing 2 do in skul........n i didn't want 2 get back any papers,cuz i did REALI badly....lol......have 2 take kumon achievement test again today...boohoo =( cuz d last time i got lyk 7/20 which means i reali sucked........so have 2 retake it.....WAY not looking forward 2 it....haiz......well,i juz have 2 suck it up,i guess.......nothing much i can do about it.......den got maths tuition after d sucky test.....so......not looking forward 2 dat oso,have 2 go 2 skul again 2moro.......i don't want 2......skul pretty much sux n i have 2 face sum ppl hu bitch bout me n say i complain a lot,which is true cuz dats wat i'm doing now....lawl.....but i don't mind if d whole world bitches bout me but she's one person i nvr expected 2 do dat....haiz,oh well.......i wonder whether she noes how hurt i am...owh n dat person oso says i'm emo all d time....but........nobody can be happl 365 days a year,rite????? i mean,dats impossible,okay,fine,maybe not....but i noe i can't.......i was juz reali depressed n i juz wanted me n everyone 2 die.......i still do....lol......but not so much now...haha.....so i actually took her words 2 heart n tried 2 be happy but i knew i was fake happy........i couldn't fake dat much cuz i've been fake happy at home lyk all d time.....so skul sux n i hate it........4 no particular reason..........n since i'm so "emo"........everything i hear emo songs....i feel better when "normal" people r suppose 2 feel sad........i srsly think my nerves r not connected properly....haha......nothing much i can do bout dat either...lol....well,friendship is complicated n is lyk bitter chocolate....it's sweet on d surface but bitter on d inside.....n anyway i always tot frens r suppose 2 be dere 4 u when ur having a problem,even if u don't tell dem,dey shud be concern n cheer u up.....not get annoyed wif u n leave u in d lurch....rite?????

Bored to death

I'm blogging two posts a day cuz i'm reali bored.......can't reali wait 4 skul 2 start again cuz staying at home is sooo boring.......nothing 2 do except go on9 n dat type of shit...lol......i want 2 watch "17 again" but no time...oni manage 2 watch "night at the museum 2" which was quite okok oni......i prefer d 1st one though but d 2nd one is not bad oso......i juz watched "spongebob squarepants" i don't care wat anyone says..........it rox!!

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS

Absorbent and yellow and porous is he
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS

If nautical nonsense is something you wish
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS

Then drop on the deck and flop like a fish
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!!!!!

21st century breakdown

Now i'm obsesseing over Green Day's new album, "21st Century Breakdown"......most of d songs can get frm youtube n most websites actually,dat way i get 2 listen 4 free!!!! d song "last night on earth" is sort of a ballad n it's pretty emo,which suits me...lol......n den "21 guns" is slow rock......"viva la Gloria" starts wif a slow piano melody den gradually becomes rock......"christians inferno" is pretty angsty which shows how different d 2 main characters are.........it's pretty much lyk a story......."imagine making out when dere ir guns n chaos around you" this is a quote from d lead singer of "Green Day"..........went 2 Kumon yesterday,saw d asshole,n made me feel even more geram den i oredi was....but got over it pretty quickly,took my uniform 2 be altered cuz it was lyk falling off in front *ahem* embarassing incident which freaked out 2 people.....but let's not get into dat....well,nothing more 2 say,so bye!!

The E.N.D

Dats d title of Black Eye Peas new album.....i can't wait 2 buy it!! "Boom boom pow" n "i've gotta feeling" rox!!! plus,d title is lyk so unique......."The Energy Never Dies" It's more of a club album so i think most gurls won't lyk it but as i said,it rox!!! Sum of my frens oni listen 2 those pop songs,u noe those cookie cutter songs.....not dat i dislyk it but i believe music is everywhere n everything,dats y i listen 2 every genre of music dere is:pop,R&B,hip hop,rock,club,techno,ballads.......practically everything.......well,i'll juz have 2 wait 4 "The E.N.D" 2 come out......i think it came out dy...owh well....wateva.....haiz,i have nothing 2 write anymore,so bb!!

The Show

I'm pretty tired.....but i'm happy cuz i heard my fav song called "The Show" by Lenka.......u probably never heard of her but she rox!!!!!

The Show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to goI can't do it alone(I've tried)
and I don't know why
Slow it down make it stop or else my heart is going to pop
'cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lott o be something I'm not
I'm a foolout of love
'cuz I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to goI can't do it alone(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
The sun is hot in the sky just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign and synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knowst hey've got a ticket to that show
Yeah
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go
I can't do it alone(I've tried)
and I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
it's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
and just enjoy the show
dum de dum du dum de dum
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum du dum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

Tired Week

I had a really tired week.....i think i'm gna die.....first was d asean scholarship,took the test,wasnt dat hard except 4 maths which was ltk effing hard!! i practically left half of the paper blank...dats how hard it was!!!! but,it's over so i'll juz leave it 2 fate...c wat happens......n i saw darren kee there,guess i'm not d oni one dat wants 2 gat out of dis hellhole..........den d next day i went 2 penang,it was ok i guess,went 2 penang hill n rode on d vernicular............it was reali crammed n i cud barely breathe...........n it smelt cuz dere were a lot of smelly,sweaty people.....but when we reached,we went 4 tea n scones at David Brown's..........reali nice ambience.......took sum photos but was too lazy 2 upload it......anyway,dats all dat happen so now i'm juz reali bored......so bye!

NOTHING TO DO

I'm really bored so i'm blogging........which happens once in a blue moon. Had to go to kumon yesterday......nothing much to do,finished in lyk 24 minutes(i'm not boasting). Although, i'm looking 4ward 2 dis friday,am going 2 Harrods in KLCC.YAY!!! den d next day have 2 take test 4 asean scholarship secondary three......way not looking 4ward 2 dat!! i have 2 take maths,english n general ability test O.o wat d hell is dat??!! so......i looked in sum blogs n dey say it's sum kind of i.q test.....WTF??? my i.q is lyk -oooo.1.......i'm SO gna die!! Actually,in d 1st place,i nvr expected 2 get shortlisted.....i mean it,my results r mediocore,my curricular is lyk shit....so,y pick me?? i have a theory,maybe d rest hu applied r bimbos.....i dunno n no offence 2 ppl hu applied n bimbos.......ppl call me a bimbo all d time but i'm not one(i hope). I do hope i get in....i reali want 2 go cuz i feel lyk i'm suffocating in here.....i mean i have been in malaysia 4 13 n a half years.....anyone's bound 2 get bored.....rite?? I mite miss my life here.......my family n u noe a FEW of my true frens,which i will not name for no reason whatsoever.......skul holiday is pretty boring,especially if u r lifeless lyk me......again wif d "syok sendiri".....now,cuz i'm so bored n 2 c how selfish i am,i'm gna count how many times i use d word "I" 34 times......wow i'm a selfish bitch!

CHORAL FEST

I am sooo freaking bored!! Juz got back frm choralfest coompetition yesterday.......n i watch supernatural until 6am in d morning......so, i'm lyk damn tired. Choralfest was alright,i guess....it was fun at some parts,but a bit boring........i almost fell asleep during d competition......NOT when we were performing,but when d other choirs were......i think everyone was lyk way exhausted n 1 of d choirs sang dis REALLY slow n sleepy song......so,it juz made me even more sleepy.....n den dere was did choir frm philipinnes (is dat how u spell it?) anyway,dey were lyk damn freaking gud!!!! of course,dey won........but we got silver,same as d seniors but ours is d low silver n d seniors r high silver. n den dere was dis skul called "sam tet voices"......dey were pretty gud but more importantly,dere was a hawt guy!! a bit short but still hawt.....n den sum skuls were quite freindly lyk catholic high,their room was rite next 2 ours,so we went in n "interacted" d sopranos r reali gud.....n den dere was d choir frm sibu called "SMB Methodist Sibu" FYI, Sibu is in Sarawak.......their costumes were so funny, Eunise n i called dem d "hawaiian people" but since dey were gud,dey have d right 2 b a fashion disaster......well, dats all 4 choralfest. What else happened?? pretty much nothing since i'm a lifeless pathetic loser.....i very "syok sendiri" owh.........before i post dis.....i want 2 write down d choralfestival theme song.......from wat i can remember,i think i'll get it wrong but nvm

Used to dream of big things beyond my reach,
Now your with me,we beat d same beat,
I never thought i can build any dream today,
Today........

I'm not alone anymore,cause i've opened up d door,
To the music i was born with,to the music of your shores,
Not alone anymore,cause i'm bringing down these walls....
Not alone no,no,no when we're singing d same song....

Kembaraku jauh dan berwarna,"something didimu,oh di sisiku,
Semua cabaran bukan halangan......

(chorus)

A malay rangkap which i forgot...heh heh

(Chorus)

Sopranos:singing d same.....
Altos :singing d same.....
Tenors :singing d same.....
Bass :singing d same....
Everyone: song......