Finally Fourteen

Hey! in conjunction wif my b'day n my exam finishing,i'm going to post today after a break for,i dunno,a few days? Exams r over! yay! i'm so happy n over d moon! haha...so many things 2 look forward to lyk my besties(yi lin,audrey n jiin-may) c'min over tonight 2 celebrate my birthday wif me n of course AAR concert 2moro (ahh!!!)....can't wait 4 skul 2day 2 end..lol...n thank you so so so much 2 everyone who wished me happy birthday on facebook....sum ppl who wished me..i honestly never expected dem to but still,it's reali nice of dem..so THANK YOU!! Haiz...fourteen,another year older..i asked myself wat did i learn this year dat i didn't noe last year? i honestly dunno...am i more mature? some people would disagree strongly but i do think i'm a bit more rational den last year....at 13 i was impulsive(still can be sometimes now) n selfish(didn't improve much on dat area) but i'm not so lyk dat anymore....i learn in life,dere r tough decisions c have 2 make....n v have 2 look at it from all perspectives,i have 2 think bout d people who r around me..n it's not n easy decision 2 make...n i oso learn dat it hurts a lot 2 be angry at someone...so,i stop n let it go....life is better if u don't take it too seiously...oh well,signing off now! cheers 2 me 4 surviving another year..lol

Randomness!

hey,people! i juz watched "My Sister's Keeper" yesterday wif mum....mum cried lyk a baby whereas i felt lyk cry but no tears at all,makes me wonder if i'm sum kind of emotionless robot or something....it was sad though....but fantastic movie,plus,i LOVE Jodi Picoult books,dey rock! so...if i had 2 give a rating 4 dat movie,it would be 5 stars,of course...but,i'm being bias seeing as i love Jodi Picoult books n family drama/tragedy always tugs my heartstrings....actually,anything dat is an emotionally draining movie,even romance vil earn 5 stars from me,so u c..i'm not an emotionless robot thingy.....owh,dere vil be no insight of d day from me cuz i don't have any..so,maybe next time! We went 2 The Hard Rock Cafe 4 dad's birthday on Saturday,we celebrated a day early....i was kinda excited...n den mum told dem dat it was dad's b'day....so,dey made him stand on d chair n blow out a candle n asked everyone 2 sing happy birthday.....lol...it was fun but i could have died on d spot...it was kinda embarassing,poor dad! all in all...quite a tiring but fun night....den,we toured round K.L....it was more beautiful at night last time,now...i don't feel its magic anymore,maybe cuz i'm older n our country is getting worse....but i had fun....n at tuition,OMG! i can kill xinyin n liuh enn n sum other guy....4got wat his name but dey tease me lyk anything n ruin my perfect day....sigh...i digress...oh well, nothing else 2 say so....randomness!

No regrets

It's time for another insight of the day...before i get 2 dat,i juz took dis quiz on social interview.com...where dey ask 20 "funny" questions bout u n ur frens! it wasn't funny,it was more craappy den anything else,but i took it anyway...cuz i'm a bit crappy myself......but...anyway,on 2 d topic of d day! i'm talking bout things you want to do before you die....ya,morbid,i noe...but i read orbituaries as my hobby,so,not dat suprising my topic 2day is quite morbid...but,actually,it's not....i mean it's suppose 2 give u food 4 thought n those kind of crap...ya...anyway...Have you ever thought bout ur death day?? i mean,sure u have....who hasn't? unless ur some kind of always cheerful n optimistic person who thinks u r immortal,in other words...a few screws loose up there...okie..i'm straying from d topic here...so,will u die with regrets on dat day?? u noe....most people do,when dey r dieing...dey think back bout all d things u wish u had done or said n how big a difference it could have made in ur life,in ur happiness......i have regrets.loads of it....i may sound lyk a hypocrite...but i'm not preaching,i'm merely juz talking bout it....like dey have dis thing in U.S called "Make a wish" foundation...it's for kids who r dieing of terminal illnesses...dis foundation will help dat kid fufill his/her wish...like going to disneyland or riding a pony or whatever.....if u ask me,dey shud have one for everyone n not juz material stuff...u noe,personal stuff too...cuz althoug people do regret the things dey never did,places dey never went but it's d personal stuff dey regret d most....like not patching up wif a family member u fought wif,never saying i love you to the people you want to say it to or maybe the choices u could have made differently if only u had d courage.....those r d type regrets u will carry wif u 2 ur deathbed,believe me...i've been carrying mine for a pretty long time..sigh...so,i'm juz saying...start ur own personal "make a wish" foundation.....tell urself..okie..no regrets,i'm gonna go ahead n do dis no matter what! it doesn't matter if it didn't turn out d way u wanted...at least,at the end of the day....u could tell urself "hey,i took a chance and at least i noe wat will happen instead of wondering what would have been for my whole life".....so,go ahead n live a life wif no regrets....it doesn't matter how old you are when you die....what matters is how well you have lived it

What do you wanna be??

hey! i've pretty much nothing 2 blog bout 2day....but i watched "The Proposal"...it was nice lah....quite funny,i don't get y sum ppl said its not funny at all,maybe my sense of humour is warped or something...lol...ryan reynolds is SO hot!! too bad he's married 2 dat bitch scarlett johanssen....i juz hate her...dunno y,anyway.....on 2 more important things lyk my insight of d day...which is d future...do u noe wat ur gonna do in lyk 10 years time?? people always ask dat question...so,wat do u wanna be in d future?..n dey say it all happy n smiley..which reali pisses me off n den juz 2 piss dem off or weird dem out....i say i want 2 be a person dat pokes into a person's business by asking dem wat do dey wanna be in d future(in an even more happy n smiley way)......i mean,seriously..y bother 2 plan 4 10 years ahead when u can get hit by a bus 2moro n if d bus doesn't come,tough.....ain't my problem....personally,4 me...i can't decide at all.....i have no idea...at all....i prefer 2 go wif d flow.....change wif d circumstances lyk a chameleon! u juz gotta enjoy life....sure,dere comes a time when u have 2 worry bout ur future but don't worry too much....i mean whatever will happen is going 2 happen...it's all in d Lord's plan..teehee......well,don't think too much bout d future......u shud make d most out of life,dat's wat makes it worth living! =)

18 Ground Rules To Avoid Going Insane Before Reaching 18

Hi..i've decided 2 compile 18 ground rules 2 avoid going insane before i reach 18,its applicable 2 anyone..especially me! but u can use it too,if u r as weird n crazy as me....so, here goes n its in random order,so.....number 1 is not d most important rule

1. always act happy,it doesn't matter if u feel lyk shit inside....juz try 2 act as high as u can
2. mentally talk 2 yourself...believe me,its quite entertaining
3. when something bad happens,tell yourself its all in God's plan....even though u noe its not
4. when u get ur heart broken...stuff d guy into a tiny box in your head n don't let him out
5. insult people mentally...u vil feel better bout ur meaness
6. never ask people 4 a favour...manipulate dem 2 do it for you
7. think happy thoughts...n den ask urswlf WTH are you doing dat for?
8. search for emo blogs n scoff at dem so u noe u r not alone in emo blog writing
9. don't try 2 do d right thing...it vil always be wrong in someone else's point of view
10. there's a fine line between positivity n delusional....always cross dat line 2 delusional
11. remember dere's always someone out dere looking out for you n dat person is u yourself
12. don't simply sell ur soul for popularity....make sure u get a good bargain for it
13. smile n say thanks when someone does something for u....n make sure u say it sacarstically
14. when u juz met a guy u lyk,don't introduce him 2 ur fren,she vil probably end up dating him
15. when anybody asks u how u r...say "Fucked-up Insane Neurotic Emotional"
16. when u meet a parasite type of person..pretend 2 be a muderer on d run,dey won't ask u for any favours
17. don't rush into things...dive in headfirst n worry bout d consequences later
18. lastly, if u want 2 vent ur feelings 2 someone,create a blog n vent it dere 4 d whole world 2 c

p.s You can oso use these rules to go insane before u reach 18...so,smiles!