"Ponteng School"

I'm glad i ponteng skul yesterday n today cuz so did a lot of people anyway........i bet dere was nothing 2 do in skul........n i didn't want 2 get back any papers,cuz i did REALI badly....lol......have 2 take kumon achievement test again today...boohoo =( cuz d last time i got lyk 7/20 which means i reali sucked........so have 2 retake it.....WAY not looking forward 2 it....haiz......well,i juz have 2 suck it up,i guess.......nothing much i can do about it.......den got maths tuition after d sucky test.....so......not looking forward 2 dat oso,have 2 go 2 skul again 2moro.......i don't want 2......skul pretty much sux n i have 2 face sum ppl hu bitch bout me n say i complain a lot,which is true cuz dats wat i'm doing now....lawl.....but i don't mind if d whole world bitches bout me but she's one person i nvr expected 2 do dat....haiz,oh well.......i wonder whether she noes how hurt i am...owh n dat person oso says i'm emo all d time....but........nobody can be happl 365 days a year,rite????? i mean,dats impossible,okay,fine,maybe not....but i noe i can't.......i was juz reali depressed n i juz wanted me n everyone 2 die.......i still do....lol......but not so much now...haha.....so i actually took her words 2 heart n tried 2 be happy but i knew i was fake happy........i couldn't fake dat much cuz i've been fake happy at home lyk all d time.....so skul sux n i hate it........4 no particular reason..........n since i'm so "emo"........everything i hear emo songs....i feel better when "normal" people r suppose 2 feel sad........i srsly think my nerves r not connected properly....haha......nothing much i can do bout dat either...lol....well,friendship is complicated n is lyk bitter chocolate....it's sweet on d surface but bitter on d inside.....n anyway i always tot frens r suppose 2 be dere 4 u when ur having a problem,even if u don't tell dem,dey shud be concern n cheer u up.....not get annoyed wif u n leave u in d lurch....rite?????